Saturday, October 8, 2011

Mid valley 一日游


忙碌了一个星期,
今天的一日游真的可说是:久旱逢甘露。
虽然时间短暂,总比没有好。
我挣扎了好久,方下定决心去的。
最大的阻碍,莫过于我不想乘搭KTM!
最开心的收获,除了买到我要的东西,
还有的就是我最爱的韩式地瓜冬粉有促销,
看见它那刻,眼睛都亮起来了。
(后来,它就是我的晚餐了。)

闲逛时,
发现原来这三天有马来西亚巧克力展,
参与的厂商全都是本地的。
老实说,因为参与展览的厂商不到二十个,
所以不一会儿我就试吃,
试喝了所有摊位的巧克力产品。
我正打算要进这展览的那刻,心想一定会大出血。

结果... 
我竟然“安然无恙”地出来,
只买了一盒dark chocolate 和巧克力饮。
买的原因,不是因为它的特出,
而是觉得试了全场的巧克力,要捧场一下。
毕竟,我不爱做烂卡(只给麻烦不买)。
疑惑的是,
可可是马来西亚闻名的出产品,
可是今天可可展的巧克力远远比不上。
最令我止步的是,一入口的时候,
只觉得--- 甜!!
金玉其外,败絮其中。
纵使包装,设计新颖,
但这充满马来西亚口味的巧克力,
到底是在吃糖仰或是巧克力?!

Monday, October 3, 2011

单身记载

       有时遇见老朋友或同事,难免就会问:你呢?有没有找到男朋友?回答这问题,我唯有摇头...有些听过就算,有些还要加多几口奚落我:你要求不要那么高啦。T.T
不知什么原因,但就是不想去想太多。不要说单身孤单,因为不见得有拍拖就不会孤单。小倆口分割两地,一样煎熬。曾经因为前男友进了国民服务,刚开始的恋情,也开始的升温,马上冷却不少。结果,无疾而终。如果只是想着恋爱会永远地甜蜜,那就不要开始,因为恋爱也要吃得苦。一个是感情主宰的世界,就算明白原因错不在对方,依然会感情用事。理智,体谅,这时候全都躲在角落。没有理智,体谅和包容的爱情,能持恒多久呢?!爱得快,分得也快。

        恋爱,其实是一种学习。

Sunday, September 11, 2011

我与恶魔的对话:我遇见了你的同伴


前几天,我遇见了一位S女人。其实,一直以来我和这S女都相处得不融洽。或许,不知曾经何时我已踩到了她的尾巴,所以每次她看见我,都会不友善的对待我。心里纳闷的当儿,恶魔问我:

生气她吗?

是有点不爽...真不想见到她!"

恶魔洋洋得意地建议我... 诅咒她吧?还是你想打小人?

诅咒?为什么?

因为诅咒她后,你就会觉得如释重负,心情愉快多了!是一个很好的发泄方法之一,这样就不会气坏你自己,也不会闷出病。况且,因为她气坏自己多不值得!恶魔七情上脸,滔滔不绝地建议我。

“hah? 真的吗?我有点质疑他的方法。
哎呀,你不要婆婆妈妈啦!

我吞吞吐吐地:“Ehh......那你想我说什么?

来,来!恶魔似乎很振奋的。
和我一起说,她脾气那么坏,桃花不盛开,开了也快谢;白发如下雪,慢慢覆盖她黑发!

我深深吸了一口气
她,桃花不盛开...”
说啊...勇敢一点!不要怕,尽情说!恶魔双眼紧瞪着我,期待着我口里的下一句。感觉有点杀气的...

她,桃花不盛开...但愿一遇是真命天子;白发如智慧,逐渐解脱你纠缠。
恶魔像泄了气的气球,很没趣的。可是依然不放弃地挑拨我。

真胆小,这也不敢。你真没大志!又不是杀人放火,你顾虑什么?只是说说而已,又不是什么大不了!

“这也算大志啊?看来你要求也很低嘛...这就能满足你了。”

“总比你好,你的人生和生活没有乐趣可言!”

“你是恶魔,你的生活不知善为何物。生活,就是自己身上有一架天枰,在那上面衡量善与恶。诅咒或许不是什么大恶,可是它是一个不良的念头,会成为习惯,成了恶的开始。你的诞生,会使我的天枰慢慢偏重于你那一方。

算了,我不听教的。而且,就算有秤,我左右衡量的都是恶,所以不会有分别的。

“你是教而不善,不会明白的。与其浪费时间在思考她,不如做一些更重要的事。还有,她不是恶魔,也不是你的同伴。而你,是想利用她,把我成为你的同伴!

或许生活中,我们会遇见令我们咬牙切齿的人。但,可恨之人,必有可怜之处。与其周旋,不如置身之外。



Tuesday, August 16, 2011

投降

考试的时间总是在下午。这段时间,会令人处在爱睡的状态。我为了不要在考试钓鱼,通常都不会吃太饱。可是难为的是,每次考试到一半我就会开始饿,然后一直挨饿到考完。今天也一样,考着的时候:好饿...没力想了~结果,胃胀风了。处于又饿,又不舒服的状态考,我真的投降!霎那间,食物的画面开始取代了physio。下次,我想我需要把一些热饮装入一个保温壶带进考场了。感觉上,像野餐多过是考试~多享受!

Friday, August 12, 2011

难捱的90分钟

     起初一直以为有脚麻痹(sciatica)是血液循环不好影响的,其实最主要的原因是因为lower back 的软骨突出,压了神经线。俗称骨刺,中医称腰脊椎盘突出。虽然不会痛的要生要死,但每次疼时,我就会损失惨重。因为lower backache + sciatica一起来时,我会被影响,不能专心,生活细节的事都记不起,最常出现的状况是不见LRT卡。

     Pantai hospital 开了anti-inflammatory的药给我, mobic meloxicam 7.5mg。这药可能消炎,不过止痛是最重要的吧?!止痛药长期服用会慢慢失效,将来有一天我会不会需要更强的止痛药呢?!还是,做手术?而且这药的副作用之一,就是increase gastrointestinal risk。西医,没有更好的选择,目前我看见的是治标不治本的。

     上星期,朋友介绍了在UCSI South wing 的住宅区,有位专治骨问题的中医师。想到了交通方便,所以专程预定了今天下午。问我感觉如何?那一霎那,如果我嘴里是咬着筷子,都不知会咬断多少支。那医师是位男的,可能正因为如此,力度正中了穴道,如果有人在那时候问我叫什么名字,我还会想,因为痛的回不过神。房里的播着抒情的古典音乐,怡人的昏暗橙灯,可是那一刻完全不会有睡意。由肩膀,腰到右腿,脑里只有一个字:忍~忍~忍~

     如果是疼,还可以理解。可是疼得会麻痹的那种刺激感,真的忍得很辛苦!推拿后,我还可以看见膝盖附近的其中两个穴道留着瘀青,心想:医师是不是要做记号,方便我这两天自己拿药酒做推拿?!有些部分,如果碰到,还会感觉是疼的。这还好,肩膀的部分不碰,现在都是疼的。 T.T因为他说我的肩膀肌肉钙化了(很生硬),像四十岁的肩膀,好丢脸!他真的很用力,全副精力针对了钙化的部分,我也可以感觉到他用力按时的:咯咯声...现在真的周身散~
星期一要复诊,如果第二天有谁拍我的肩,不要怪我摆出一副仇视,要吃人的模样。

Thursday, July 7, 2011

同事与朋友

当遇到一个沟通不来的,虽然明白他是有问题,但我也好不了哪里去。人与人之间,有时真的无法分对与错。对我而言,如果考虑到分了对与错也解决不了问题,也不是那么重要。曾经生气,抓狂,那又如何?!一样得和他相处下去,是无奈但也感激。因为知道了自己的缺点在哪里,再碰见哪些人时,情绪会失控。我唯一能控制自己,再继续下去的,唯有把公事与感情分开处理,少了去分析他是什么的人,我可以冷静很多。水至清,则无鱼。

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

A Tiring Day

I like to play badminton, but I'm not fanatic like some of my friends. It is a tiring game compared with gym. This is because badminton involved lots of running, jumping and changing direction. I usually only last for 10 minutes and then i will just stand on the court, watching my friends playing at there. It is very easy to become tired while playing as you need to run to get the shuttle. It is a fast paced and excited sports. I gasping for air after this vigrous excercise. It is really tiring!

Monday, May 16, 2011

I love Chinese Rice Dumplings!!

Ingredients:
5 lb sweet (glutinous) rice
1 bag bamboo leaves
2 lb of pork belly with skin
1/2 pack of Chinese sausage (lop cherng), cut on a diagonal 1/2″ thick
1 bag of salted egg yolk, each yolk cut into 3 pieces (optional)
1 bag dried, peeled mung beans
1 bag (12 oz) shelled plain peanuts, soaked in room temperature water for 25 min, mix into rice, add salt
1/2 cup dried shrimp, soaked in water overnight and drained
salt
pepper
2 tsp soy sauce
1 tsp five spice powder (optional)
2 tsp Chinese cooking wine (optional)
ball of white string
a gigantic pot or 2-3 big pots

Instructions:
1. The night before:
a) Wash bamboo leaves thoroughly by scrubbing or rinsing each piece in the sink. Soak leaves overnight in a pot of warm water.
b) Cut pork belly into 1/2″ to 3/4″ pieces, you should have around 40 pieces. Marinate pieces overnight in the fridge with 1 tsp salt, some pepper, 2 tsp soy sauce, 1 tsp five spice powder, and 2 tsp Chinese cooking wine.
c) Soak dried shrimp in warm water overnight.

Day of cooking:
2. Wash rice in cold water with 3 changes of water. Soak in cold water for 1 hour. Drain in colander for 10 minutes or until no water is dripping out. Then, return rice to bowl and mix in 2 Tbsp salt and 3 Tbsp oil (we use the Chinese ceramic soup spoons). You can also add some soy sauce.
3. In a large pot, boil the leaves for 5 minutes. Then, drain and rinse leaves in cold water. Let the leaves sit in a colander to drain.
4. Soak peanuts for 20 minutes.
5. Rinse mung beans until the water is no longer bright yellow, about 2-3 rinses. Mix in 1/2 tsp salt and bit of oil.
6. Meanwhile, chop Chinese sausage, and salted egg yolks, if using.
7. Assemble all ingredients on a table where you can wrap the zhong comfortably.
8. Watch the video to learn how to wrap zhong. There are other videos on youtube that might help too.


a) Take 2 leaves and hold them together horizontally, offset by 1″, with your palms facing down. Fold the leaves in half and make a notch at the bottom incorporating both leaves in the fold. This makes a pocket for the rice so it cannot leak out.
b) Put a scoop of rice (about 1/4 to 1/3 cup).
c) Put a tsp of mung beans on top of the rice.
d) Take another leaf and it around the walls of the pouch so it makes a higher wall.
e) Add 2 or 3 shrimps, 1 piece each of fatty pork, sausage and egg yolk.
f) Add another tsp of mung bean and cover everything with another scoop of rice.
g) Fold the walls together towards the previous notch to enclose the filling. Turn the zhong so that the only opening is now facing up. Tap the zhong to settle the rice downwards.
h) Finally, while holding the zhong so that a bottom corner is facing you, fold down the remaining leaves by pressing a straight line at the top edge of the filling. The fold should be in the direction towards you or away from you (toward either of the two bottom corners).
i) Hold the string, leaving a foot long tail) and use the part connected to the roll to wrap one half of the horizontal zhong four times. Then, switching hands, wrap the other half of the zhong using the tail end of the string, 3-4 times. Make the two strings meet in the middle and wrap the zhong twice vertically. Tie off leaving two tails. (Wrap it once vertically for peanut).
9. After wrapping around 20 mung bean zhong or until you have half the rice remaining, mix in the drained peanuts with the rice and add an additional teaspoon of salt. Follow the same steps to wrap zhong except leave out the mung beans.
10. Place 3 leaves at the bottom of each pot. Place zhong into pots. Fill with water and cover. Bring to a boil and reduce heat to medium (stove dial 5) and cook for 3 1/2 hours. Leave the lid open a crack if it keeps boiling over. Keep hot water on hand to replenish evaporated water.
11. Enjoy warm or at room temperature. Store in the fridge for about a week or freeze. Reheat by boiling or steaming.

Notes: These zhong are savory, not sweet. Sweet rice is the name for glutinous rice that turns sticky and is not named that way because it’s sweet in taste. On the day of, I started at 11 AM and finished boiling everything at 5 PM. Once I filled up the first pot at 12:30 PM, I put it to cook and then finished up the rest by 1:30 PM. It goes A LOT faster if you have more hands to help. You get a lot faster once you figure out how to wrap and tie them.




"green" bean zhong

Count On Me - Bruno Mars

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
http://www.elyricsworld.com/count_on_me_lyrics_bruno_mars.html
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you


Happy Wesak Day

PM's Wesak Day message: Remember values cherished by all religions

KUALA LUMPUR: Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak wants Malaysians to overcome disputes and misunderstandings by reminding themselves of the values that all religions cherish, while taking the route of moderation.
He said all religions taught the value of kindness and respect towards one another, regardless of race, ethnicity, creed and background.
Najib said he was able to appreciate the diversified religious celebrations in the country and observed that all religions also shared common values of humanity and moderation.
Such values should be cherished by all, he added.
"Although, occasionally, disputes and misunderstandings may threaten to dislodge the peaceful environment we live in, I sincerely believe we can overcome them by reminding ourselves of this simple value that all religions cherish and take the route of moderation," he said in his Wesak Day message uploaded in his blog here Monday.
Buddhists will be celebrating Wesak Day Tuesday.
Meanwhile, MCA president Datuk Seri Dr Chua Soi Lek, in his Wesak Day message, said there was no place for religious zealots and that moderation in politics must be upheld and emphasised.
"We must not allow ourselves to be entrapped in the politicisation of racial and religious issues.
"Irrespective of our religion, no one should use religion for political reasons.
"It is a recipe for disaster when race, religion and politics are put together. Malaysia cannot accept such a trend," he said.
Dr Chua said MCA did not condone extremism and Malaysians must join forces to put a stop to spoilers of unity and peace in the country.
"Wesak is the day we should reflect on the pureness of our hearts to extend a helping hand to the helpless, needy and give thanks to those who have made it possible for Malaysia to prosper.
"On this day, we should also reaffirm our commitment to peace," he said.



Accepting Oneself

It is a strange phenomenon how difficult people find it to love themsleves. One would it is the easiest thing in the world, because we are constantly concerned with ourselves. We are always interested in how much we can get, how well we can perform, how comfortable we can be. So with all that, why it is so difficult to actually love oneself?

My favourite Breakfast

I am not one for fancy breakfast. Toast dipped with half boiled eggs, is absolutely my favourite breakfast. The creamy richness of the eggs, combined with the crunchy toastiness of the bread, this really warm my soul in the early morning. However, I have never mastered the technique to boil a half-boiled eggs. Reading newspapers when the moment having my toast dipped with half-boiled is totally perfect! Yummy~

Sunday, May 15, 2011

To be Grateful

People from the beginning of time have struggled with the question of how we can live in the present moment.  And it is a challenge that become particularly in the modern world in which are constantly lured by vision of greater glory and fame. if we learn to be grateful, we can fulfill the challenge of living in the present. Gratitude fills our heart with the joyful feeling and allows us to fully appreciate everything that arises on our path. To feel better, we need to think better. : )

不记得的回忆

记忆可以逐渐模糊,然后忘了。无奈,感觉却一直挥之不去。有时甚至,连我自己都明白没什么。有些真的也记不起,不留痕迹的。但,因为你,心情还是会被影响。到底怎么了,被不记得的过去,我在那疯狂的跑步,然后失眠。有一次看见某人哭,想起不知何时我已不会哭泣。因为明白哭泣不能解决问题,只会让自己更疲累。能哭,该多好?!哭泣后,就像大雨后,会有天晴,看见彩虹。但,现在无论是艳阳高照,天晴仰或倾盆大雨,对我而言都没分别。只剩下伤痛和失眠....


Raining Day

It was raining cats and dogs when the moment I came back from my hometown. I like raining day but not walking in the rain. My bag was wet and my shoes were wet with mud. It is not romantic at all. The sky was gray and I am blue. The thunder rolls and the lightning flashes. Fortunetely, I am not alone at home. Otherwise I will curl up and hide under my blanket again. I am scared of thunder. It is childish but I am.

Books

Books are a guide in youth and an entertainment for age. They support us under solitude, and keep us from being a burden to ourselves.
                                                                                                          - Jeremy Collier

Great book are the most readable.  They will not let you down if you try to read them well.They have more ideas per page than most books have in their entirely. However, I always do not finish the whole book and they will keep be  in the bookshelf. Unless, I'm totally free.  I need a larger bookshelf since my books are "double parking" in the bookshelf already. Otherwise, i have to stop buying any books. This is impossible...

Saturday, May 14, 2011

A Fairy Tale Drama

I watched a Korean drama this week, Secret Garden. Thanks to my friend, Jia Xian. She is the one who recommend this drama for me. It's really a romantic and fantasy drama. I'm totally crazy for this drama and sleep at 2am for the whole week. This is a typical Korean drama. Their story always start with a handsome and wealth guy. How perfect he is. A dream man for most of the girls. What I like is the actress, she is a poor and humble stuntwoman. She is active and cheerful. The story like a fairy tale, their soul was exchanged. They began to start a new life which is totally different like before. This creates lots of funny scene.